I’ve been freaking out.

I called Mrs. Petersen my mentor in Tucson years ago to ask for advice. “Cele”, I said “everything is a disaster,” and I laid down a line of whiny complaints how I was loosing money, employees would’nt do what I asked them to, my competition was killing me, and on and on. “What should I do, doesn’t it ever get better?”  I asked. She replied, “Johnny it only gets worse.” She was 92.\n\nCele Peterson was one of the most famous and well loved people in Tucson. She lived to be 102.\n\nShe always told me “Johnny, always remember, God’s in control.” She told me “never give up.”\n\nWell that was a good lesson, but I forgot it, and  I wrote some recent personal/business related blogs that I shouldn’t of.\n\nWell I erased them. And as Cele suggested, I let it go, Like water off a duck’s back, Shine’em on, Keep on trucking, Never look back, tomorrow’s a new day, and her favorite, “Don’t worry about the small stuff, and it’s all small stuff.”\n\nHow easily I forget. Luckily, I’m a logical person. And if things don’t make sense, it drives me crazy till I figure it out, you know.\n\nI guess that’s why I fight so hard to sell solar components that are cheap enough they actually make economic sense. And in a lot of cases, without having to take other people’s money to pay for it. We have to start doing that sometime with renewable energy, so why not start as soon as it’s possible. As my friend Bruce told me 43 years ago, “someone’s got to do it, it might as well be you Kimball.”

Wholesale Solar has a 5 star rating, we have a 3.6, but our prices are so much cheaper it’s crazy!

  So why is this? \nSubject: Google Negative Reviews from October 2011 thru March of 2012\n\n \n\nDear Google Administrator:\n\n \n\nSun Electronics believes we have been treated unfairly by Google. However, we understand that you have never before been approached regarding these negative reviews, so I have prepared an explanation of why we feel this way.\n\n \n\n \n\nAll the negative reviews we received that occurred between October 15th of 2011 and April 1st of 2012 were due to actions that were beyond our control. During this period we bid on and won 7 megawatts of inventory of a major manufacturer’s who had gone out of business: It was called, “Evergreen Solar Bankruptcy Auction.” It was the largest bankruptcy auction of its kind at that time.\n\n \n\nIn October of 2011 we found out that there would be an auction in just a few days for approx.. 7 megawatts of PV modules. All brand new with the Evergreen label, 70% of them were Grade A and 30% were Grade B. They all were UL listed. While the Evergreen warranty was no longer good, Sun Electronics provided its own 20 year warranty. Sun Electronics Int., Inc. has been in the PV industry for 27 years, much longer than most of the world’s PV module manufacturers.\n\n \n\n \n\nThe auction timing allowed very little time to prepare for what follows:\n\n \n\n \n\n7 megawatts is equal to over 80 40 ft. containers, or over 30,000 solar modules. The auction value was $4 million dollars.\n\n \n\nTo my knowledge it was the largest auction of new crystalline modules that ever taken place in the industry.\n\n \n\nWe won the Auction.\n\n \n\nWe wire transferred approximately $4 million dollars to the Auctioneer.\n\n \n\nAt that time the average wholesale price of modules was more than 90 cents a watt.\n\n \n\nBecause of the short notice and our desire to sell the modules quickly, we priced the modules at 78 cents a watt for any quantity.\n\n \n\nThere were too many customers but not enough customers to sell them by container loads only.\n\n \n\nNo one had ever tried to sell this many modules retail, in the time allowed to us, but we sold them all in 10 days to approx. 800 customers from all over the world.\n\n \n\nBecause it seemed everyone wanted to buy these modules at the record breaking low price the following happened almost immediately:\n\n \n\nThere was a massive overload of phone calls, emails and people walking into our store.\n\n \n\nWe advertised for new staff, interviewed them and hired them. We increased our sales team from 13 to 42.\n\n \n\nWe installed 14 land lines and used a dozen or so cell phones. I used 4 myself as the owner.\n\n \n\nThe unexpected work load, was staggering.\n\n \n\nWe had so many credit card charges that the credit card transaction processing company stopped accepting them and put a hold on paying us that lasted 6 months. They held approx.. $1.5 million dollars for this entire 6 months period.\n\n \n\nThe modules were in Belgium. We were in Miami.\n\n \n\nThe week after we won, legal team at Evergreen reported they could not release the modules for pick up because they were not all there.\n\n \n\nA week later were told that some of the modules were in another warehouse and it was also a bonded warehouse in another country in Europe and that they would have to be shipped to be processed out of bond by Customs and shipped to Belgium before they would release the entire load of modules we had paid for.\n\n \n\nThere were more smaller misc. legal problems i.e. people were on vacation or unavailable, that had to do the signing. This is typical of getting any actions completed when lawyers and law firms are involved.\n\n \n\nThe auction company, who made 15%, was irate that the seller had misconstrued the location and that they would not release, as legally required, immediately the day we won the auction. They fought with Evergreen in Germany,  but there was little they could do.\n\n \n\nWe sent two managers to Belgium to look at and count the inventory, there were over 10 different types of modules in the 7 megawatts we purchased there.\n\n \n\nWe were then told by the warehouse in Belgium that the storage bills for them, were not paid in full. This was another breach of the Auction contract we could not have foreseen.\n\n \n\nWe were also informed by the warehouse that every single wooden pallet would have to be fumigated due to international shipping laws. It would have taken months and cost hundreds of thousands of dollars to do this, it took another week to find a loophole in the law that allowed us to ship these specific types of pallets.\nIn early December we were informed by our warehouse landlord that we had to vacate the 100,000 sq. ft. warehouse. We had to find a new one and move $11 million dollars of PV module and BOS inventory in our old warehouse of 4 years to a new warehouse. It came to more than 30 containers. The landlord also forced my main staff to vacate 5 apartments that they had been renting and living in. They had to find new homes and move while all the above was occurring.\n\n \n\nThe container ship carrying the product was diverted to Charleston and ended up arriving  on the Christmas and New Years holidays when the docks were closed in Miami.\n\n \n\nDuring the shipment preparations with our broker they failed to inform us that the container ship would not be coming to Miami directly but that it would first go to Charleston to load and unload other cargo. This caused approx.. 10 days delay of delivery to the Port of Miami placing it right before Christmas.\n\n           \n\nThey unloaded the containers into a special US Custom’s holding area at the Port of Miami until the Port reopened for business after the holidays.\n\n \n\nMany customers waited to pick up their orders for months after they paid. In effect they used us as a warehouse while they procrastinated over when they wanted to pick up their orders.\n\n \n\nWe then had a phone system malfunction in early January and then again a few weeks later.\n\n \n\nWe had internet malfunctions. Our 2 IT specialists did what they could with our server companies to keep them up.\n\n \n\nWe had to find and rent a separate 40,000 sq. ft. warehouse just for these auction modules all unto itself. We had to purchase and install pallet racking. We had to find, interview and hire 20 warehouse workers to unload and organize it. All of this just for the Auction modules from Evergreen.\n\n \n\nWe discovered that we had a module shortage when they arrived. We had to recount the inventory several times to find out we were missing several containers.\n\nSince that meant we had oversold, we had to offer Canadian Solar modules at the same price or refund their money. Over 90 % took the Canadian Solar modules. These modules cost us significantly more.\n\n \n\nAt this time our Phoenix warehouse manager and sales manager for the Western half of the U.S. along with a couple of our staff in Miami quit and opened their own PV company in Ft. Lauderdale. One of them we discovered had been stealing money from us. Later,  we found out this same person had stolen our mailing list and sold it to a competing company in Ga. We stopped them from using it, however. He then moved to the west cost of Australia.\n\n \n\nSome of the 30+ employees we had tohire quickly, didn’t  work out and we had to hire replacements. Miami isn’t Northern California where there are plenty of people with PV sales experience. There a few installed PV systems here. We also had to find, interview, hire and train 3 new employees for the 3 trained and knowledgeable  ones that abruptly left without notice.\n\n \n\nCompetitors attacked us, They published comments on their blogs and forums saying the modules were made in China and were illegal to bring into the U.S. They also denigrated us and the quality of the modules we had won causing more problems for us and upsetting the customers. The customers were almost 800 solar resellers and end users. The world of solar enthusiasts is a small one bad news, true or false, travels fast.\n\n \n\nWe sent out regular weekly updates in over 23 Sun Electronics’ News Letter Auction updates. From day one, we kept everyone updated on all aspects of the process from Oct. of 2011 thru March of 2012. We also published updates continuously on the home page  of our website www.sunelec.com.\n\n \n\nI sent out 14 newsletters with a request in everyone,inviting anyone with problems to please call me personally ASAP anytime. These were published with my 4 personal cellphones numbers so they would have no problem contacting me. Because we were selling internationally right from the beginning, I announced I would accept calls 24 hours a day, including holidays and weekends. \n\n \n\nWe worked straight thru through the Holidays using family members and volunteers from the staff.\n\n \n\nEven though they could have easily called me to help with problems, many people simply did not call me. I have been in the solar business 43 years, at that time it was 39 years, and as the owner, I could have helped many people and resolved their problems quickly, for whatever reason they choose not to call the owner which only slowed down and complicated things.  Using less knowledgeable and less experienced staff increased problems. I was and still am devoted to taking calls from customers having difficulty solving problems. I very good at it, I think, after all these years, you’d hope so.\n\n \n\nSince no PV distributor had ever done this before there was no road map, course to take, precedent or example for me, my staff or the new employees to follow. It was as they say “baptism by fire.”\n\n \n\nHowever, despite all the problems, caused by forces beyond our control, outlined here, we still managed to ship every single order we received at a price of only 78 cents a watt for any quantity, for brand new modules with UL, at a price that, at that time, was unheard of in the retail and even wholesale PV module industry . Approximately 800  PV module customers, still to this day, say it was an unbelievable price.\n\n \n\nOver the last 27 years, we have received so many people’s thank you’s for making it possible for them to “go solar” not only from the Evergreen Auction but also from nearly a hundred other great deals we’ve found. Because of our low prices and efforts to find great deals from around the globe we have consistently broken $/watt price records year after year. We are well known for our tireless efforts to bring down the price of PV modules and systems. Our slogan “The World’s Lowest PV Prices” is not marketing fluff, it’s the honest to god’s truth.\n\n \n\nNevertheless, in the end we received many bad reviews on Google during this exact same period, between October of 2011 and March of 2012, all over 4 years old now. In just a few months they will all be 5 years old. They have cost us an unfair and inordinate amount of damage. We are asking Google to take the time to carefully review this report and consider removing the bad reviews we received during this time period.\n\n \n\nIf you need exact dates, numbers or any other information, we have all the records to substantiate this report. Please do not hesitate to contact me at any time.\n\n \n\nYour consideration will be greatly appreciated.\n\n \n\nSincerely,\n\n \n\nJohn Kimball\n\nOwner and CEO\n\nSun Electronics Int., Inc.\n\nCells: 305-710-9645, 305-498-1863 and 305-322-1086\n\n \n\n \n\n \n\n \n\n \n\n \n\n \n\n \n\n \n\n \n\n \n\n \n\n \n\n \n\n \n\n \n\n \n\n \n\n \n\n \n\n 

The company that once said they’d never sell a grade B or C module.

In one fell swipe they are now called \n\n”SCRATCHED”\n\nOh and their prices are sky high. Anyone who would buy panels from them at their prices is crazy!\n\nNice people though, except watch out for owner, he’ll stab you in the back in front of a room full of friends and colleagues.\nI worked for Kyocera for about 6 years, great  ? company. But one time Louis and I  went to a Kyocera distributors meeting including every executive at Kyocera America as well as the ones from Kyocera Japan including the President of Kyocera Japan. Friends and colleagues all.\n\nHe stood up, and staring at Louis and I, proceeded to denigrate us for selling Grade B Evergreen modules, insinuating they were garbage. \n\nI’ll never forget that. Unbelievable. Got no beef with anyone else there. Oh yeah, never apologized, not even a worthless one, like HRC or the Donald.\n\nMake lemonade out of lemons ? right?\n\nWe used it as motivation to figure out better and faster ways to buy more of them and lower your prices, it seems to have worked. We have sold a thousand containers of them since then.\n\nWhat you throw out just come right back to you.\n\nJk

What a bunch of hypocrites we all are.

Who de we think we are. We’re all sinners. I’m lying in my bed watching CNN calling a guy who made some lude comments about women some kind of demon. \n\nWho the hell hasn’t done that!\n\nEveryone of these guys blabbing away on TV right now is a liar.\n\nAnd how many women don’t break their backs and spend tons of money trying to make themselves look hot?\n\nFine you hate Trump and you hate Hillary you wish they were dead,  no problem with that, but don’t deny something thats so big a part of our nature. And don’t try to pull that off in front of millions of people. \n\nSLAP? “snap out of it!”\n\nOh god don lemon and everyone again on CNN acting so shocked so aghast so horrified.\n\nWhat a buch of hypocrites or wait… Maybe they think sex is disgusting and repugnant. Who in the hell hasn’t looked at porn. I have and I like it. (You get used to everything in life) and you regulate yourself  unless your so stupid you drown yourself because you just can’t stop drinking water when you get thirsty. It’s not illegal……yet.

Who’d a guessed.

Haiti’s suffering terribly, again, all hell’s breaking lose in St. Augustine and Charleston, but CNN chooses to scream “Pussy!” instead.\r\n\r\nWait till everyone wakes up tomorrow.\r\n\r\nYou’ve got to laugh.\r\n\r\nBut seriously, don’t forget about the victims in Haiti and, that Mathew’s still on the move flooding large sections of Fla., Georgia and North Carolina.

Wholesale Solar

What a great name. I had a great name once Sun Electric even owned sunelectric.com. Threatening Lawyers letters from a big automotive company the Snap-On Tool company , scared me away. Had to use Sunelec.com . I could have won.\n\nWholesale Solar is an amazing company. They are everything I ever wanted to be. Professional, technical, just fuvking perfect! . I have to admit I’m definitely kinda screwed up and the company has never and now I think never will be like them. \n\nI’m supposed to love everything solar but I’m totally guilty of being jealous and greedy. No matter what you look at, their website is a hundred times better than mine. Not a single bad comment, a perfect 5 stars. And their advertising on the Internet is bar none the most kick ass on the net. It drives me crazy. I even dislike them because their all Caucasian. I can’t stand that. Man I spent too much time in Mexico and Miami. You know I’m the only white guy in my office!\n\nI want an all Northern California Caucasian solar company and have everyone including me, builders of their own solar powered homes and all living in beautiful Lake Shasta, Ca.\n\nHere I lie in my bed in my home/office alone, working on a Friday night at 10:30. No friends, couldn’t build a dog house and don’t know how to test a solar panel. I feel like a total fraud. My mom you used to call this cheap entertainment, lying around feeling sorry for yourself and bitching about people who make you feel inferior.\nI just wrote this rediculous long blog complaining how one of the best solar discussion forums in America made me out to look like some dishonest idiot of an owner. Tonight I think they were right. Actually that may be putting it lightly.\n\nI don’t steal from people and I don’t lie to them either. I used to steal as a dishonest little teenage punk. And I have always lied like crazy, but two ways. As a typical teen I lied to get away with stuff and just to have fun, make people laugh, now it’s just the latter. In my book it’s totally ok to say anything you want as a lie but you have to tell them you were lying pretty soon making it funny, a joke. I have a terrific straight face. It runs in the family.\n\nMy blogs are like a Catholic confessional for me, writing down stuff helps you feel better and enables you to get it all out. Did you know that I spent time in Leavenworth, 2 years, for stealing when I was 18. I wrote a cook book in there. Naw just kidding . See that’s lying for fun.\n\nOk now I think I’m just leveled with myself. I’m not the best at solar and never will be except for price. On that one point I don’t think anyone can touch me. Not even Wholesale Solar and I’m pretty positive of that. I’m just jealous I admit that and I have a horrible temper, am selfish, lazy, fat, kinda stupid, slow, cheap but somehow generous (stupid there I think), not much courage , definitely insecure, worthless with computers, annoying, a blow hard, but I’m not gay.\n\nYou know this shouldn’t be called a blog it should be called a diary. Yeah my secret little diary because it’s useless and no one ever reads it ha ha ban hha ah ha ah ha ????? see only an idiot would ever let anyone see all of this kinda crap in public do you think I’m stuped.

What does Northern Arizona Solar and Google have in common?

Have you ever had someone put shit about you on the internet that was untrue and degrading? But what gets me is how the hosts never take it off, they throw away the key forget about you, if you complain after say, 5 years, they punish you even more. It’s like the medieval ages,  you get a hot branding iron planted on your forehead by some sadistic creep.\r\n\r\nNorthern Arizona Solar and Google can be like monsters that make money on destroying companies reputations. Both have tried to seriously damage our reputation. They allow people to shoot off their mouths at you and they never ask questions, they just print it and leave it.\r\n\r\nI’ve contacted both and tried to get them to take off negative, blown out of proportion or totally deceitful reviews by customers and they let them sit there year, after year, after year.\r\n\r\nThey allow anyone to post anything, and never, seriously, investigate the truth of the complaint, so why do they do this? One reason is shitty news about people sells, truth or not, like the National Enquirer or The New York Post., they get rewarded financially for it.\r\n\r\nIf I maybe allowed, I’m great at solving customer’s problems, why?, because I care about the honest promotion of solar energy as well as the success of my company. Not surprisingly , I do this better than anyone else I know. I’m so passionate about both, I’ve worked  24/7 promoting solar for 43 years.\r\n\r\nWhy would anyone, purposely and stupidly, ruin their reputation after years of passionately busting their ass? I would’nt. It’s why I have always had my cell phone #’s everywhere, all over the website, blasts and blogs for everyone. If you have a problem its always been right there. But oooohhh nnnooooo… they just want to complain, they love to complain. Why call me when they can have so much more fun destroying things, throwing rocks, wearing a mask (called the internet) so no one can actually identify you or punch you in the mouth ha ha just kidding…,not. And it’s all condoned, supported, prolonged endlessly (forever, I guess) and protected by companies like Northern Arizona and Google.\r\n\r\nThere’s  no 3 strikes your out, it’s just (no matter what someone wants to say about you) it’s immediately put up on Google, Northern, Facebook, etc.and it’s there for life! Your reputation is guilty and your sentence is to look like a turd for the rest of your life. There is no notice, no fact checking, you might as well be in Communist North Korea. And it can happen to anyone, even YOU!\r\n\r\nIn the olden days it used to be the responsibility of the publishers to verify accusations before they printed them. But, nowadays you’re expected to traverse the entire worldwide internet looking for people who have nothing better to do than spending hours attacking and doing hateful things to people. I mean people are out there who waste years of their life hating people. They are totally willing to waste their heart and mind on hating people. It’s what they like to do. I truly believe that.\r\n\r\nWhy do people behave like this? The smartest guy, by far, that I know, my brother Bob, summed it all up perfectly. “Terrorists hate America because it makes them feel inferior”. Think about that, it fits so many hate groups. People who hate the police, the military, the church. People hate them because they make them feel inferior. Just not our candidates for president, people hate both of them.\r\n\r\nLook we’ve all been hypocrites at one time or another, right? We all have our faults, but when it comes to solar energy it’s truely perfect. The Sun never does anything wrong, does’nt say anything stupid, it keeps us from bumping into each other, allows us to see ourselves and every single morning it gives us, ( another) second chance.  The Sun never did anything but good things to me ?. I really do try hard to never burn bridges in this business. I try harder to solve my company’s and my customer’s problems harder than almost anything else. Solar energy is really sacred to me. It’s the ultimate unlimited solution for power, clean, unlimited, readily available, and silent.\r\n\r\nGot a problem,dont lament, dont delay, don’t get angry, just call me 305-710-9645 I repeat call me. Don’t try to destroy us, just call us.\r\n\r\n305-498-1863 call me, the buck stops here!\r\n\r\nStop and think what your doing to your readers Northern Arizona Solar and Google before you go speading rumors about Sun Electronics being a horrible and worthless solar company to tens of thousands of people in your so called “non-biased” solar forum and website\r\n\r\nA very wise person once told me , “What you throw out just comes right back to you”.\r\n\r\nBesides, I truly believe it must be some kind of bad luck to rip-off Sun Electronics especially. Why? Honestly? Because I have seen so many companies and people who have tried to hurt my company end up having big ugly problems not long after .  I know that sounds idiotic, but it’s the truth, it’s happened more times than I care to remember. And it doesn’t happen the next second it takes time but then it just happens.\r\n\r\nI hope I didn’t blow it with this blog but what these two entities have done to hurt Sun Electronics of the internet has been building up for some time.\r\n\r\nAt least Google is  finally willing to consider my explanation  of how many things, that were out of my control, went wrong when we won our first big auction of 7MW (90 containers in Belgium) from Evergreen Solar in 2011and the first part of 2012. About 70% of the negative reviews ever posted about Sun Electronics were in that period when we won the auction. THAT WAS 5 YEARS AGO.\r\n\r\nThe so called “unbiased” solar forum rules of Northern Arizona’s won’t allow any positive posts promoting Sun Electronics’ deals. And, they made damn sure their members and  readers have been tricked into believing we’re ripp-offs and disrespectful scum.\r\n\r\nTheir forum is nothing more than a semi-secret giant  advertisement for the host, Northern Arizona. It’s not illegal,  it’s just deceitful. They have all these rules that basically say “we must be totally fair and  un-biased towards any particular company”. I know the members and readers care a lot about product quality, well folks all PV companies sell the same basic products. And, they should all provide free design assistance. We do.  But if they just looked at our site www.sunelec.com, they would be totally surprised by our huge warehouses and inventory selection. We have unbelievable prices for PV modules, inverters, batteries, charge controllers, water heaters, Honda generators, and much more BOS. JUST LOOK. Northern sells good equipment and has a great team. It’s the forum’s policies and past treatment of us, I object to. If you have never looked or visited our huge warehouses , we have an inventory (approx. 10 million dollars) in Phoenix, Miami, Bahamas and Jamaica.  Our manager in Phoenix (Lek) is a Mechanical Engineer who is NABCEP Certified. Most importantly, and  this has been true for the last 25 years, we truly have:\r\n\r\n“THE WORLD’S LOWEST PV PRICES!”\r\n\r\nIf you dont believe it Please just Look!\r\n\r\nwww.sunelec.com\r\n\r\nWhat Northern and their forum, as well as other PV distributors including Wholesale Solar don’t want you to know is that Sun Electronics’ prices are unbelievable.\r\n\r\nThis whole mess with Google and Northern reminds me of  Wholesale Solar . The reason their internet  advertising is everywhere on Google is because they’re computer SEO experts, it certainly has nothing to do with price. There prices are astronomical compared to ours. Our prices start at FREE. Theirs start at That’s the main reason why several, not all,  but several  forum moderators seem to love to promote bashing Sun Electronics any way they can. They would never tell their readers and members  about our unbelievably low prices in a million years. I was just on their site and it seems to me they gave edited out dozens of positive comments about us. Its my educated guess that we make them feel inferior. Being 25 % less expensive yet offering all them same products and design services would do that, I think.\r\n\r\nI called the owner of Northern (we attended the same High School together in Tucson) one time and talked to him about the problem. His excuse was he couldn’t do anything about what they’d done,  because the moderators controlled it. I didn’t believe him.\r\n\r\nIt’s a good educational forum, not the best I know of on the internet but a very good one. It just that if they say their a neutral discussion forum, they should be neutral, that’s my only beef. As for the old settled complaint from Mr. Paola from Brazil they should, at the least, take it off now. Come on guys it never was the truth, it’s not certainly not valid anymore. Email him. As for the readers and members they should simply look at our website.\r\n\r\nIt’s not my fault our prices are so low. Basically it’s because “the early bird is normally going to get the worm”. They should have started earlier. What do you and all the other haters want me to do, just hand you the keys and run away?\r\n\r\nOh well I know I talk too much but I said what I had to say, I think.\r\n\r\nWe are an honest company and we have never cheated anyone, I make mistakes but I always correct them. My word is good. This is how I decided to run Sun Electronics. I knew and believed  if it was an honest company it would stand out like a sore thumb. Working for Arizona Governor Babbitt’s  Arizona Solar Energy Commission I had seen how dishonest some companies in the solar water heating industry could be. Little old ladies in Sun City were sold $7,000 solar systems who had gas and only paid $25/mo.\r\n\r\nI also have “dislike” problems, yes, I have extreme dislike for dishonest companies in solar. Almost as much as I used to dislike heroin users and dealers. Now, like everyone else, I dislike radical Islamic terrorists more than anything else.\r\n\r\nI guess that’s a little too harsh..NOT!\r\n\r\nTonight we should all be thankful we didn’t get hit by a Hurricane, I know I am and we should all pray for those who still might be hit further north of Miami. And we should pray for a lot of help for so many other victims in this world.\r\n\r\nMy stupid ego and my little problems don’t mount to hill of beans do they. Yeah, but it took too long to write and read this stupid blog, I should apologize. At the least I’m so tired of hearing myself rant I won’t be tempted to think of those stupid negative comments for a long time.\r\n\r\nP.S. You know Paulo the gentleman from Brazil who wrote all those stories and made the 3 or 4 long (ridiculous)  videos about me ripping him off  on you tube and that spread to dozens of forum web sites.  Well, I finally paid him all the money he wanted, sans receipts for all the charges he wanted and claimed , I didn’t think he deserved it, but I wanted to try to get him to help me get out of this internet prison and write a letter to say I had paid him, well he never even answered my request for the letter. Or maybe he will. Is that too much to ask do you think ? Boy what a putz I may have become. Come on Paolo .\r\n\r\nI’m done . Man this blog sucked . What’s wrong with me. I just have to forget it right?\r\n\r\nI will regret writing this, I think, but I just can’t erase it yet, too much work, maybe in the morning.\r\n\r\nJk\r\n\r\n \r\n\r\n \r\n\r\n 

MATHEW 

It be remembered for a long time, I think.\n\nWe in Miami and Miami Beach dodged serious personal hardships and financial loss. \n\nBut, two tracks show it returning next week .\n\nJohn